-
The Midpoint of Surrender
Well once again I’m at another midpoint in my journey, and I have to admit it’s hitting completely different than it did when I was evolving in Evolution or establishing my foundation in Foundation. Whew, this part right here — surrender — has challenged me in ways I didn’t know possible. So much that I’ve…
-
What I Had In Mind
It’s the moment your plans fall apart in your hands. It’s the heaviness, the release, and the quiet willingness to start again. It’s the humbling part of surrender — letting go of what you had in mind so you can receive what’s aligned. The Heaviness The moment you realize you have to live in uncertainty…
-
Whew, This Part Right Here
Imagine riding a ten‑speed with no access to the pedals or handlebars. You’re going up hills, down hills, hitting curves and traffic, yet somehow you’re balanced and still moving forward. That’s what all that quietness and uncertainty felt like for me. The struggle to do nothing and stay consistent with how God and I started…
-
What Was Growing in the Quiet
Dare I say it — I’m saying it. I have a relationship with God. I don’t know why that’s such a wow for me. I don’t go to church and I don’t read my Bible, but I have a relationship with God — tuh. Our communication has become a lot clearer. When I come in…
-
What This Journey Is Teaching Me
My relationship with God lives in a coasting rhythm. I’m working on not overthinking the details or the uncertainty of starting this relationship, so I try to keep my mind blank on purpose. I’m present, but if I start thinking too much, I stop the thoughts quickly. I started this off by letting things happen…
-
When the Middle Feels Unsteady
Bridging Evolution into Foundation has been an interesting journey. I went from wondering if God even existed to wanting to hear Him speak to me — that’s wild, but I’m here for it. This midpoint feels uncertain, and I really Need this God Thing to Work. Treating Him like I treat my husband and my…