My relationship with God lives in a coasting rhythm. I’m working on not overthinking the details or the uncertainty of starting this relationship, so I try to keep my mind blank on purpose. I’m present, but if I start thinking too much, I stop the thoughts quickly. I started this off by letting things happen organically, and I want to keep it that way considering the progress I’ve made — frustrations included.
I know I’ve said it a lot lately, but I really have come far. It still blows me away how much my perspective has shifted in what feels like such a short time. I’m actually looking forward to what happens next, and I’m hungry to know more about God.
I can’t express enough how much I want to get this right.
Not perfect — just intentional. Intentional about becoming the best version of myself. And maybe that’s why the idea of church has been sitting with me lately — not as a rule, but as a step I might be ready for.
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