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Learning As I Go
So in my previous soul notes post I mentioned I was starting to read my Bible, and it’s coming — a little — it’s aight. I’ve been playing around with multiple angles, like reading with a purpose. Meaning whatever obstacle I’m going through at the time, that’s what I read about. However, it’s not enough…
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Steady in My Balance
Being steady. I have to remain steady between my good days and my bad ones. Staying focus and sticking with what propels me forward no matter what the situation. Balance. Just because life is shifting doesn’t mean I can’t maintain a balance in my current state. External chaos and pettiness are only distractions to throw…
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Reason Enough to Stay
He’s with me. When life is well — He’s there. When life is throwing one thing after another at me — He’s still there. Some days I want to let go. I want to quit. It would be so easy to say I’m done. But then I think about how far I’ve come, and that…
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What This Journey Is Teaching Me
My relationship with God lives in a coasting rhythm. I’m working on not overthinking the details or the uncertainty of starting this relationship, so I try to keep my mind blank on purpose. I’m present, but if I start thinking too much, I stop the thoughts quickly. I started this off by letting things happen…
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When the Middle Feels Unsteady
Bridging Evolution into Foundation has been an interesting journey. I went from wondering if God even existed to wanting to hear Him speak to me — that’s wild, but I’m here for it. This midpoint feels uncertain, and I really Need this God Thing to Work. Treating Him like I treat my husband and my…
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Figuring It Out as I Go
Every time I try something new, I forget how messy the beginning can be. With any journey there’s great discoveries as well as potholes in the road. I fall from time to time, sometime even tripping over my own feet but I’ve learned that keeping the mindset of building from the bad times turns those…