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The Weight I’ve Been Carrying
I don’t really know where to start. Digging these feelings that I left dormant on purpose is more overwhelming than I anticipated. However, I still find it necessary because I want that part off my life to be whole. I’m walking with God and things hit different for me now. I don’t want to block…
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Avoidance
It’s Working theme has pulled my evolution, my relationship with God and my faith walk together, causing me to have balance between who I am with who I’m becoming. Which is why now seems like a better time than any to deal with my past. Honestly, I would rather not. I left things dormant in…
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The Things That Led Me To Now
I was sick of my shit – that’s how all of this started. I implemented God in my life and started to evolve in ways that changed my perspectives. I lost a lot of people that were in my life that I later learned weren’t losses at all but they were pruned so other people…
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Wobbly Motion
I’ve been showing up. I’ve been posting. But the rhythm has been wobbly. I’m moving, but it doesn’t feel smooth. And maybe that’s the point. Maybe God is stretching me so I don’t get complacent. Perhaps my alignment is off.Life’s challenges have been consistent, and we all know how it is when you get a…
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Rising
Until I started this journey with God I didn’t really see the good in the things that I’d survived. I went through things (i.e. heartbreak, childhood drama, betrayal, etc.) that affected me for a while. Made decisions that had a direct effect on my life and the choices I made. I put up major walls,…
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The Hangover
Working faith into my life has been liberating. It stretched me in places that made the process feel hard at first, but ended up being very good for me. Looking back over this God journey a lot of things have happened that I wouldn’t say were ideal by Joi’s standards. I mean who picks learning…