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  • God’s Purpose vs. My Understanding

    God’s Purpose vs. My Understanding

    In my journey with walking with God I’ve picked up on the fact that God does nothing outside of his purpose. The bible doesn’t just flat out say this, but through various stories it’s very clear. My favorite is Joshua 2:1-24 because it exemplifies how God will use a person that no one expects him…

  • Steady in My Balance

    Steady in My Balance

    Being steady. I have to remain steady between my good days and my bad ones. Staying focus and sticking with what propels me forward no matter what the situation. Balance. Just because life is shifting doesn’t mean I can’t maintain a balance in my current state. External chaos and pettiness are only distractions to throw…

  • The Bible Thing

    The Bible Thing

    For the past two weeks God has been pushing me toward reading my Bible. He’s said it directly, and He’s confirmed it indirectly — through people, conversations, and random YouTube videos. So I think I’m going to give this thing another go. That’s right — I’ve tried before and failed to be consistent. Not because…

  • Reason Enough to Stay

    Reason Enough to Stay

    He’s with me. When life is well — He’s there. When life is throwing one thing after another at me — He’s still there. Some days I want to let go. I want to quit. It would be so easy to say I’m done. But then I think about how far I’ve come, and that…

  • Hydrate: A Necessary Pause

    Hydrate: A Necessary Pause

    I needed a break. A minute to reflect on everything the previous theme rendered. Check in on how I’m feeling. Can I allow the healing of my past to continue without self-sabotaging myself? Slight pressure, but this journey has been interesting. From living in my own way and evolving into a person who is actually…

  • The Things That Led Me To Now

    The Things That Led Me To Now

    I was sick of my shit – that’s how all of this started. I implemented God in my life and started to evolve in ways that changed my perspectives. I lost a lot of people that were in my life that I later learned weren’t losses at all but they were pruned so other people…