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Push Anyway
As soon as you make a move to add serious value to your being, life comes through like a van with no windows and Free Hugs painted on the side. Creepy and chaotic. The internal arguments that you can’t even discuss will have you knowing everything will be okay and on the verge of a…
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Surrender Doesn’t Follow My Calendar
There are moments when I get so focused on the process — the schedule, the timing, the order, the “supposed to” — that I forget why I’m doing any of this in the first place. Today I caught myself trying to keep up with a calendar I created… instead of keeping up with the God…
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The Midpoint of Surrender
Well once again I’m at another midpoint in my journey, and I have to admit it’s hitting completely different than it did when I was evolving in Evolution or establishing my foundation in Foundation. Whew, this part right here — surrender — has challenged me in ways I didn’t know possible. So much that I’ve…
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What I Had In Mind
It’s the moment your plans fall apart in your hands. It’s the heaviness, the release, and the quiet willingness to start again. It’s the humbling part of surrender — letting go of what you had in mind so you can receive what’s aligned. The Heaviness The moment you realize you have to live in uncertainty…
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Whew, This Part Right Here
Imagine riding a ten‑speed with no access to the pedals or handlebars. You’re going up hills, down hills, hitting curves and traffic, yet somehow you’re balanced and still moving forward. That’s what all that quietness and uncertainty felt like for me. The struggle to do nothing and stay consistent with how God and I started…
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What Was Growing in the Quiet
Dare I say it — I’m saying it. I have a relationship with God. I don’t know why that’s such a wow for me. I don’t go to church and I don’t read my Bible, but I have a relationship with God — tuh. Our communication has become a lot clearer. When I come in…