It’s Working theme has pulled my evolution, my relationship with God and my faith walk together, causing me to have balance between who I am with who I’m becoming. Which is why now seems like a better time than any to deal with my past.
Honestly, I would rather not. I left things dormant in my life for a reason.
Avoidance.
But I can’t keep living without rectification. I need to forgive some people and I need to make peace with some situations. I need to analyze my behaviors and measure them by my growth to see if I’ve grown in areas or confirm if the behaviors are still active problems.
Clarity.
Outside of this blog, confronting my past may be one of the bravest things I’ve done in a while. If I’m going to walk with God, it’s important that I don’t have any baggage. My fear is self-sabotaging myself because I won’t forgive or extend grace when I know I need both myself.
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