Push Anyway

As soon as you make a move to add serious value to your being, life comes through like a van with no windows and Free Hugs painted on the side.

Creepy and chaotic.

The internal arguments that you can’t even discuss will have you knowing everything will be okay and on the verge of a crash out at the same time. The only thing that keeps you grounded is your ‘why’ and the progress you’ve made. Honestly, sometimes that’s all we have to stand on. All you can do is push.

Push past your feelings.
Push past the chaos around you.
Push past the voices in your own head.

Because surrender is about letting go, I’ve learned that you can’t take what was or the old self into something new or into the person you’re trying to become there’s no progress in that. There’s a whole grieving process because literally the old stuff has to die before you move forward.

But while you grieve make the decision to push. Even while life feels uncomfortable, push anyway. Yeah, you’re tired but you’re making it in spite of and that’s what’s important. Gratification will be delayed but will definitely come. And even though it doesn’t feel like enough at the time your push makes it enough.