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Somewhere Between Peace and “What Is This?”
Oh my goooooooooooooooooooood. Ever since I said I was going to go with this surrender thing, it’s been one thing after another. I’m mature enough to know that despite my discomfort right now, I’m still going in the right direction — but still Joi enough to know that this is some bullshit. The only good…
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The Strength of a Made‑Up Mind
There’s nothing more powerful than a made‑up mind. Because once your mind is made up, everything else begins to shift. The things that once felt comfortable start to fall away, not out of punishment, but because they can’t go where you’re growing. It’s a lot like a tree moving through the seasons. Autumn comes first…
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What I Had In Mind
It’s the moment your plans fall apart in your hands. It’s the heaviness, the release, and the quiet willingness to start again. It’s the humbling part of surrender — letting go of what you had in mind so you can receive what’s aligned. The Heaviness The moment you realize you have to live in uncertainty…
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Whew, This Part Right Here
Imagine riding a ten‑speed with no access to the pedals or handlebars. You’re going up hills, down hills, hitting curves and traffic, yet somehow you’re balanced and still moving forward. That’s what all that quietness and uncertainty felt like for me. The struggle to do nothing and stay consistent with how God and I started…
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When Enough Becomes Everything
I was completely over my own shit. Enough was enough. Enough of living outside of my purpose, enough of shrinking myself down to make others feel comfortable, enough of the past haunting me and enough of feeling inadequate. I needed peace, clarity, things that money couldn’t buy and people couldn’t give. After trying everything that…