When it comes to God I’m pretty needy — not in a materialistic way, but in the “I always want to make sure we’re good” way. Alignment with Him is the most important thing in our relationship because all I want to do is please Him. And it’s funny because as I write this, it seems like He confirms things more often than He doesn’t — I love that.
But I’ll be honest, I don’t look for confirmation all the time because sometimes God is silent and short on details. And being someone who needs alignment, the silence is extremely uncomfortable. But I get it — He has to do that so my faith can stretch.
Faith is the hook to our song.
All of this plus intentionality is the base of my day‑to‑day with Him. The need to stay aligned keeps me grounded, even when the day is a whole fool. I’d love to say it works every time, but I can’t. Being human has its challenges, and I know God is with me — especially in those moments when someone starts talking from the side of their neck and I don’t say anything back.
I get frustrated with myself later for shrinking, but I know the silence was necessary. Being human has its challenges — but God meets me in the ordinary ones.
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