I was sick of my shit – that’s how all of this started. I implemented God in my life and started to evolve in ways that changed my perspectives. I lost a lot of people that were in my life that I later learned weren’t losses at all but they were pruned so other people that were where I was headed could land.
Setting a foundation with God is how I get through life’s tough times. And even when I don’t hear him or see a confirmation from him I know he’s there. My peace and how I respond to things confirms it.
None of what I’ve described happens without my faith and my surrender being active. It’s impossible to please Him without it. On the daily it’s humbling as well as a testing experience, but I guess there has to be a test or two because faith walking takes time. Not just because it’s new, but because there are levels to it and growth is contingent upon it.
Me being tired of my shit led me to God.
God led me to a relationship.
The relationship led me to surrender.
And surrender led me to everything I am right now.
I’m thankful because everything I went through and experienced, even the discomfort made it all worth it to be where I am in this moment.
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